Can You Please Entertain?

Hmm. School started. I don't know if it's because I've been out of school for the past three years, but I can't seem to settle, and when I try I get freaked out about math or what supplies I need for art. I mean, math I know I probably need a tutor now so that I won't screw my self as the semester goes, but art? It's art, I know, "art is just finger painting and stick figures" yeah, I thought that too. But when you've never really taken an actual art class since elementary school it's a little difficult to find the supplies that the teacher wants, she says "you'll need more supplies through out the semester, but bring the essentials on Monday" and I say "what are the essentials on Monday?" she says "they're on the syllabus" I look at the syllabus and there's a shit ton of supplies I have to get, I'm worried about the cost of these supplies and she also said I don't have to get them all for monday, but when? And what the hell are the essential, the basics for art? Pencil? Pen? Markers? Paper? Scissors? Ruler? Glue? For all I know the basics could be something like a canvas, glitter, paint, and a drawing pencil. Like what is going on, I don't know if I'm making this situation more difficult because I mean... seriously? It's just art. Art is fun, it's not stick figures or finger painting anymore, I know, it's more, but I'm a creative person, I shouldn't be freaking out. Ugh. But I am, and Math can suck my... you know. I'll get through with an A or B.. I don't think a C, D, or F will do me any good. Fuck, I have to go to work. Bye!